How long will this feeling of loneliness go on? How long will I continue to try to comfort myself with no results? Today I had more feelings of anxiety. She is getting out of the rehab center and into a sober house. I feel so out of control, but then again I was never able to control it. I know she will have more freedoms, I know she will be able to call “him” if she wanted to. It hurts, I feel powerless, but again that is all I can do. I can only change my feelings and try to get over this hurt. This pain and feeling of powerlessness. I need to let it go. I need to live my life and let her live hers.
But I still love her and that is the hardest part.
I am pretty lonely
So I put a donate button on my page. Long story short I am going through some issues in my life. I am not going to get into it but it has to do with my partner and her addiction to drugs and alcohol. In her addiction she spent all of my money. I allowed her due to trust, obsession for her to stay with me and believing in her lies. Now I am paying for it, we are no longer together and I am trying to recover.
Donate if you want or not. Thanks
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I cant wait to ride